It’s very hard for me to blog about these days without it seeming irrelevant?
All of these random thoughts keep coming through because I am by alone with my thoughts… and come before any actual inspiration to write does. They are observations and random philosophical thoughts. As more and more dystopian novels turn non-fiction I wonder about the true new normal… because we aren’t even close. we have yet to feel the full force of a Great Depression nor have we dealt with the grief of loss happening to us daily with this pandemic.
I am depressed. These are depressing times. I’m have to start selling collectibles to buy dog food.
I think I might live blog these stupid ideas, as at times they are not stupid at all. I also tend to wax poetic when I’m (legally) stoned. I forget them.
Maybe one day I’ll look back and say oh that’s a good idea! Maybe you should write a book or screenplay!
But I want to try to get my worlds together. Blogging, podcast, my writing and oh hell I may as well post my Fan Fiction.
I need an assistant when it comes to staying online and dealing with how ugly social media is. Okay maybe I don’t but I may go crazy.
Pandemic reading and watching? Tell me that some of these themes aren’t happening.
Warm Bodies (Social Isolation)
V For Vendetta (there is a little bit of our reality throughout.)
I am legend film with alternate ending (The Vaccine push)
The hunger games (Economic and Racial inequality.
The giver (I hope will not be the new normal)
Right now it feels like the Divergent dystopian future is preferable to today’s reality.
So I’ll write here often. That’s the goal!
I hope everybody stays safe! my Covid test results were negative! I’ll clean this up in a bit- this is written from my phone.
I want to talk about Fan Fiction specifically because I love it. I am not ashamed of that. Anonymous writing is good for me. Even if it’s about Twilight or Divergent. I’ll have to wait for a time where I haven’t been working on another story for 6 hours to vent. I have words that I’ve bottled up about Fifty Shades of Intimate Partner Abuse, and its author, Lucifer.
I adore fan fiction, as many anonymous published authors do, both reading and writing it. The fan fiction model is unique and helps get the pipes unclogged when I write my original stuff. When I am in a bad mood, I take it out on Edward Cullen, with one shot alternatives to New Moon situations, including the COVID-19 virus playing a role, given that Edward died from the Spanish Flu in 1918.
My first fic I did at least one chapter a week, and I wrote 200,000 words. Honestly, because it’s so AU (Alternate Universe) AH (All human) and OOC (Out Of Canon) and written in the third person, I have a soft spot for it. It was proof that I could write. For my first complete (novel-sized) fic, I read some of it now and then, and I see some of the best writing I’ve done. I was also nominated for some award for the best-completed fic of 2018. Same with the next I took on in 2019. One hundred thousand words where Bella is witch, and it’s kind of a twisted take on Twilight. I am working on the second part (80,000 words in and halfway through my god. I had to take some time off) kind of a twisted take on Breaking Dawn. If Bella was less of a Mary Sue, and Edward was less of a dick.
Let me just say this, with the Divergent movies and Allegiant. The reason they did not shoot the last half of the final Divergent film (Ascendant) is that Allegiant did so poorly. (You know these days 150 million dollars equals failure?)
Allegiant did so poorly because they gave it the same title as the book. I am so not going to spoiler alert this, but nobody wants to go to a movie with senseless major character death. Turns out, they decided against killing off a significant character but did not tell those who read the books that. It seems like such a waste because the first Divergent movie is excellent, Insurgent is nothing like the book (still excellent) and the same with the Allegiant movie. But instead of having any satisfaction of an alternative, they killed everyone off by not finishing it. One day I do hope they recast the entire thing and stay faithful to the source material up to a point as a streaming series.
Fanfiction is usually someplace where you post chapter by chapter, and you get reviews, and they help shape the way your story is going. It’s nice. You do not receive that feedback with original fiction.
I hope everyone is having a good month, staying safe, and all that good stuff. So really that’s all I have to say about that.